Love touched every part of my conscience
awake in heavenly pure thought
for nothing to fear was everything to blissfully ponder
in rationality
emotional torture was appreciated in its light
physical pain could make me laugh
for I saw eternal
in all that presented itself
hidden treasures of wisdom enlightened me
a dream within reality
that sank
with a mind that became attached to questioning truth

Give me some venom
give me a rush 
no more meds to zombie me
thinking is my drug
a life of virtue
in exchange for starting over
with enough happiness in my heart
to be stoic in rhythm
my heart knows what it knew
this is my ladder
never forgot, just drowned
what am I fighting for?
nothing and everything
sages weeped
soon they may be tears without pain
but drops of inner peace rushing to the senses
love for unpunished horrors 
for they can disappear with a wave of forgiveness
in hearts of gold and green
magic it may have to be
for life is that beautiful indeed
​what is dead may never die :)