An "I" materialized, I gained a self
losing my best friend
back in samsara, I aquired fear
courage faded
replaced with questions that blinded my senses
I couldn't see past the disguises
refusing to trust my damaged intuition

hope will save my tender person
as time once again seeps away from reality
​leaving delusion behind

water succumbed to the black balloons 
deep in a collective unconsience
consuming awareness in confusion
emotions drenched the shore with a wave of love
time freezes in paralysis of wary compassion
levitating over a group with hope in answers
from anpother
sensitive in caution
fear, escape, run
away from suppressed memories
hidden behind a locked door
​of magic undiscovered mysteries of science

what if equality were real to the foes of its essence? what if race, gender, identity..... did. not matter. could stabbings be stopped? absurdity and stupidity a matter of delusion. Guess what, equality is true, all connected in a universal realm that some minds refuse to face. Scared that their dignity may be scarred by differences in outer appearances. How silly the notion that one deserves more than another when we are all under one sun, all capable of everything and nothing. We evaporate into our own thoughts but we are weighed down with a shared presence not to be wasted on ignorance