Toots: Duprey you must be a guest today in one of my sessions. Mary Morning is coming in, what a hoot she is. 85 and never lost her imagination, what a wonder. I think you'll find her entertaining and she may inspire you to think beyond the scientific for a an hour or two or three.
Duprey: three hours?! Toots: yes I love to hear her talk I cannot give people like her time limits, it just doesn't seem right Duprey: right, well I have some time before my next date so sure why not. Is this even legal? Toots: (waves his hand away) (The boys enter Toots office and Duprey picks the large comfy red chair with a navaho blanket laying on it as his spot for this journey). Mary: "toot toot toot" she plays on her little toy whistle (To be continued in an hour
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Today I yearned for an old lady in the neighborhood who would take me into her home, feed me tea and crumpets and tell me fascinating stories of her 100 year life (obviously in a british accent). Do any communities out there anymore have that individual where all the kids go when nothing is going on? I hope they do. Her stories might include her spy ex-husband #4 who got poisoned by the koreans in the form of very expensive caviar. (It was really his wife but she won't tell you that). She may also speak of her once biennial trips to South America to take peyote with a shaman who she apparently married (#3) but has no recollection of this. What she does remember on that 2 week period is being fed grapes by unicorns with tiny sweet monkeys sitting on their heads and sky that was always changing from Van Gogh to Monet, to other famous artists and their paintings, most of them impressionists for that is what she liked. She would also tell me stories of how time never meant anything to her and if she wanted to she could climb Everest right now.. but that simply wasn't what she wanted to do right now, she wanted to entertain me with tea and crumpets :)
Why do people hate? why are there genocides and war? People feeling the (very fake) power of killing another human being. Why is there anti-semitism and racism (you can just let people be without finding someone to hate - you idiots. Why do people bully and enjoy shaming those they have authority over? Why do people abuse animals - sentient beings who only want to love (trust me they want love over treats).
Simply: people are really really stupid Less simply: These are all sick people who have never known unconditional love or compassion. They only know "I" and they live to protect their "I" and survive in an environment that may be very cruel and unjust. Many aquired hate from their parents who aquired it from their parents and have never given it a second thought. Only the wise want to be an alien in the group. Many are scared of having morality conversations with themselves because it may distance themselves from the people in their lives or make them a target. Hate for many is a feeling of power. To them, they hate, so they matter. If you love, you are weak and of no use to their nonsense goals that bring our world deeper into hell (totally kidding about that, the thought of hell just makes me laugh). When you grow up in violent environments, how do you escape it? Usually you just go along with it because the thought of fighting it is scary. It seems wrong because it goes against everything you were raised on, how could everything I've ever been taught wrong? This is a near impossible feat to overcome. It is scary to free yourself from dellusions and let go of the "I" for the all and even scarier to face the truth. The truth of who you are, who you want to be and risk feeling extreme guilt for betraying those who fed you, mentored you, gave you company when you were lonely. Anyone who needs to hear this from someone who sees good in everyone: You can always start over, you are not trapped, this world is yours, this life is yours. Yours alone. Please don't go through it as a coward. You are strong, start asking questions, don't ignore the troubled, question everything. If you don't you will fall into traps. I know you can find truth. Yes, truth can mean many things, but if you find it you will know what I mean. When there is nothing to fear and no one can reach you way up on that mountain in your head then you are on your way to brahman. The David Bowie exhibit is an experience, not a show, not a boring exhibit that your attending to please someone else, not a tattoo on a frog. The exhibit reminds us or perhaps gives us our first encounter with the realization that we can be whoever we want to be.
As I looked around at the other viewers in the museum I saw something I rarely see in museum attenders; mesmerized twinkling eyes, deep thought processes and genuine interest and a yearning for more. When the end of the road appeared, many refused to exit, instead going back to take in Bowie's messages, magical creativity and hypnotizing music videos. Toots: So I hear you’ve been to busy to see me because you’ve been dating like Hugh Heffenger?
Duprey: I think its Hugh Heffner but yeah it took me two days after the bubble suit was removed for me to realize that women existed and I could actually now experience them like I have seen in the movies. Toots: So who told you, you didn’t need the suit anymore? Duprey: I did. I wanted to die, perhaps then I would be free somewhere to experience something to its fullest, life is so dull when your locked up in chains toots its boredom would probably compare to you trapped in your office with a teenage female who only wants to talk about her anger towards her parents for not getting her a boob job. Running to you for help as she needs a professional adults approval for any chance at giving her the confidence she thinks she will have by replacing any brain she may have left with big tits to prove she’s weak and vulnerable to the teenage boys who are fascinated by big squishy things, which are still quite fun I must say, I’ve been fondling quite a few sets these days. (yes run on sentences tend to happen with these two fast talking passionately odd but wonderfully alive characters)... feel free to argue this on my contact page. ok here we go again..... Toots: I’m happy for you my friend, its about time! And as for your little comparison, I must admit that those patients make me travel to another place, my eyes fully on them, my head nodding, brain not listening, acting skills in full blast. There is no use telling them what they will hopefully one day find out because they won’t listen to a thing anyone says at that age. Duprey: (blissfully staring into space softly repeating names of women) Julia so soft and loving, Clarissa so rough and hot, wonderful ass truly a museum piece. Suzanna, can’t figure her out I think she must be role-playing with me. Toots: you weren’t listening were you? What are you mumbling on about? Duprey: the women toots, they’re all so beautiful and different I think I’m in love with 10 at the moment. Can I move to Utah and marry 10 women? Toots: ah if only it were that easy. You are just now experiencing your adolescent sexual stage and you need to take it slowly. Promise me you won’t do anything rash like marry more than one woman in a week without getting an annulment. But aside from that I see nothing irrational or dangerous in your behavior, my myself was quite similar to Hugh Hefner in my day Duprey: with your patients Toots: yes a few I must confess, I think I opened up some new channels for them through my magical hands Duprey: I think I need some er help on that subject Toots: tomorrow Duprey we will talk some more and you will walk out a very talented player. Americans often seem so lost; not knowing what they like, what they don't like, what they believe in, what their take on big questions are perhaps because they have never had these conversations with themselves, instead taking in all the false information and crap values from the media... but I might be wrong. Here is some inspiration:
"Let's Live For Today" song (by the Grassroots) When I think of all the worries That people seem to find And how they're in a hurry To complicate their minds By chasing after money And dreams that can't come true I'm glad that we are different We've better things to do May others plan their future I'm busy loving you One, two, three, four Sha-la-la-la-la-la, live for today (Hey, hey, hey) Sha-la-la-la-la-la, live for today And don't worry 'bout tomorrow, hey Sha-la-la-la-la-la, live for today Live for today We were never meant to worry The way that people do And I don't need to hurry As long as I'm with you We'll take it nice and easy And use my simple plan You'll be my lovin' woman I'll be your lovin' man We'll take the most from living Have pleasure while we can Two, three, four Sha-la-la-la-la-la, live for today (Hey, hey, hey) Sha-la-la-la-la-la, live for today And don't worry 'bout tomorrow, hey Sha-la-la-la-la-la, live for today Live for today Baby, I need to feel you inside of me I got to feel you deep inside of me Baby, please come close to me I got to have you now, please Please, please Gimme some-a loving Gimme some-a loving To gimme some-a loving To gimme some-a loving Baby, gimme some-a loving Gimme some-a loving Got to have all your loving Gimme some-a loving I need all your loving Give me some love now I need all your loving Sha-la-la-la-la-la, live for today (Hey, hey, hey) Sha-la-la-la-la-la, live for today And don't worry 'bout tomorrow, hey Sha-la-la-la-la-la, live for today Sha-la-la-la-la-la, live for today |
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