If you know something, say something

         I can't remember a time when I was scared of dying. I think that most people who suffer from depression with suicidal ideations can relate. 
Never having answers to my never-ending heartbreak is my only fear in life. 
           If anyone has any answers that could help me make sense of it all please let me know so I can reach my full potential and leave my sorrows behind me. 

The two people who would know the answers I seek are Michael Owens and Ryan Wilks. Spring of 2011 they lived on Green st. downtown Chicago. They told m e they worked at REI but that could have been one of many lies they told me.